just finshed watching a hong kong series ' wars of in-law II ' until 4 am. Again tears gushed out at one of the scene when the gal was finding her beloved hubby. i hate myself actually for being that emo at time. why cant i hold the tears, why? it's just a drama ...NO ! it makes me miss my bf, my babies alot out of sudden. :( okie, stoppp..
my final is around the corner and i still havent start doing revision. the only thing i did was assignment, test, test, assignment...next week has 1 test, 1 assignment to hand in and a presentation.. then final and fullstop for this sem..
couldnt concentrate at all and i din even have the mood to pick up my book and read ! too much distraction i would say.. shopping, sing k, movies, online..all sort of things..that make life more interesting. to make things worst, whenever i force myself to study, i feel like running out from the house, go shopping, yum cha or whateva.. the timing is just wrong .. i think i should hang out everyday, shop everyday until i feel guilty and i will start studying real hard.
why study always = boring ? why cant it be more interesting? huh...
* after yum cha session with my parents *
dad decided to let me go uk and now i am the one who cant make decision
it's good to explore yourself to the outside world
but
i scared i am burdening my dad, who has to take care of 6 family members
summore both younger bro are going in college as well..
i am not from a filty rich family....
who doesnt need to worry bout this but i am not blaming because i am not rich enough
i am just considering..
should i ?
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