fairly tale

Fairy tale is just a fable
it will never exist in real life
isnt it
rich, handsome guy likes a poor and ugly girl?!
i dun believe it exist in this realistic world

for me
i just want a stable and happy relationship
it has been 8 months
we go through ups and downs
yet
he will be leaving next month to uk
to continue his degree
when everyone tells me
distance relationship is hard to maintain
it's not an easy task like wat i think
and it always ended up with breaking up
u have to be mentally prepared
so what you expect when you know
we will be seperate for 2 yrs
we are only together for 8 months
and now have to seperate for 2 yrs
am not being pessimism
how many couples succeed?!

am in perplexed condition
what sis said is right
this is time to test whether
we are bond together
to me
i believe what's pertain to me
it will always belongs to me

when i told my friend i will be free after 28th of sept

she asked : u dun feel sad ?
me : only two months wert, he will be back in dec

i was so tough and so sure that i can handle it

i knew time flies
when i accompanied him to do his shopping
and
he is leaving me real soon
as i count the time left for us
my heart sank
he will be at another globe of the world soon
far far away from me

Have been thinking not to send him off
i dun like the feeling of saying goodbye
i know i probably cannot hold my tears
nic nic dun be childish! ! dun be silly
aint he promised you to come back in december!
i will be strong and hold my tears tight
so that i can send him off with smiles
and he dun need to worry bout me


eventhough i know distance relationship is real hard to maintain
somehow i have faith in you and of course myself
if this day comes, i will accept it
but
as long as we have
trust, faith, and determined
i believe he will overcome all the obstacles
together wid me
eventhough it's gonna be tough
for both of us ..

AND
i hope i can prove it to others

we can do it !