am good in hiding my feeling?

i dunno what will happen tomorrow
but
i hope it's on the track i wanted it to be.
i feel so helpless and useless for certain thing.
to me,
tomorrow is uncertain,
i have no choice to decide cause it's all depends to God.
am i that depressed?
i think so.
something keep poping out my mind
and
i was trying to ignore it
but
it seems like doesnt work.
i think evenmore, i care evenmore
when i try not to think bout it.
i hope it's really go the way i wanted it to.
it is a big challenge
but
i know i will be ok
juz that i need some time
to pick up myself all over again