close my eyes and breathe deeply

am down, deep down
due to some reasons

i tend to think alot when am down
is my decision right since the very beginning
or
it is another way round

the same question keep appearing in my mind
i tried to ignore it
but it makes me think even more

i do not know what to do
it hurts me
it really does
it self pride's problem
am so upset whenever i think of it
it gonna break me down
like falling when you try to fly.
time time heals
the wound that i feel