didnt plan to update actually but i dunno how to express my feeling
so i choose to pose here.
my simba has passed away juz now. i was on the way home from sunway, i bought em new flavour of food and i was so happy when i saw another small little fatty hamster who looks like him is not in the cage anymore. i felt so happy when i know he has got his new owner. i have been noticing him since last time when i went to the petshop to buy food for my hammies. i told myself i will buy him if he is still around.
i speed all the way home and i messaged andrew that i bought em new food so that they wont feel bored of eating carrot and grape. now he is no longer alive left yea tzi. may be he wont die if i din go sunway to buy food, may be he wont die if i keep em in my bro room, may be he wont die if i dun stay back for assignment, may be he wont die if sis din let him out. she left him at the sofa because he bite the cage complaining to come out. may be he wont die if he squeak..may be may be may be..
tears cant stop dropping from the cheeks. still remember i kissed him twice yesterday, played wid him and i was playing wid im in this morning b4 i left to coll. i told him i will be back and will let him out and play wid him when am home. he died when am on the way home. only the body i see and remain like a fake hammies. he dunno how to move and eyes are close. fur is still like carpet, soft and nice to touch. body is hard. i know he wont run away from me when i tickle him this time. i know he wont run to me when i shake the food's plasticbag, i know i cannot call simba, pui pui or fatty anymore.
i know i won c a face pretending ntg happened when i found him hiding under the pot
i know no one will stand up and walk juz to follow myhand wid food
i know..i know...
yeatzi keep finding him, she keep looking around and go upstair to find him but he is not here anymore. she knows.. she does not wants to move and juz lying down wid eyes open. how i wish it's just a nightmare. how i wish i can stop time or go back like one of the character in heroes. how i wish..........
i do not know what can i do but i bury him under a small tree wid his fav food and toy car. i know he will no longer accompany me, give me laughter....
baba, live in peace.
am not a good owner
but if you want me to be ur owner again
juz flip like yea tzi when you c me in any petshop
then i will know it's you
i will go to find you
i'll keep you in my heart forever and ever.
i wont forget u, the fatty who likes to eat.
ba, go heaven....
so i choose to pose here.
my simba has passed away juz now. i was on the way home from sunway, i bought em new flavour of food and i was so happy when i saw another small little fatty hamster who looks like him is not in the cage anymore. i felt so happy when i know he has got his new owner. i have been noticing him since last time when i went to the petshop to buy food for my hammies. i told myself i will buy him if he is still around.
i speed all the way home and i messaged andrew that i bought em new food so that they wont feel bored of eating carrot and grape. now he is no longer alive left yea tzi. may be he wont die if i din go sunway to buy food, may be he wont die if i keep em in my bro room, may be he wont die if i dun stay back for assignment, may be he wont die if sis din let him out. she left him at the sofa because he bite the cage complaining to come out. may be he wont die if he squeak..may be may be may be..
tears cant stop dropping from the cheeks. still remember i kissed him twice yesterday, played wid him and i was playing wid im in this morning b4 i left to coll. i told him i will be back and will let him out and play wid him when am home. he died when am on the way home. only the body i see and remain like a fake hammies. he dunno how to move and eyes are close. fur is still like carpet, soft and nice to touch. body is hard. i know he wont run away from me when i tickle him this time. i know he wont run to me when i shake the food's plasticbag, i know i cannot call simba, pui pui or fatty anymore.
i know i won c a face pretending ntg happened when i found him hiding under the pot
i know no one will stand up and walk juz to follow myhand wid food
i know..i know...
yeatzi keep finding him, she keep looking around and go upstair to find him but he is not here anymore. she knows.. she does not wants to move and juz lying down wid eyes open. how i wish it's just a nightmare. how i wish i can stop time or go back like one of the character in heroes. how i wish..........
i do not know what can i do but i bury him under a small tree wid his fav food and toy car. i know he will no longer accompany me, give me laughter....
baba, live in peace.
am not a good owner
but if you want me to be ur owner again
juz flip like yea tzi when you c me in any petshop
then i will know it's you
i will go to find you
i'll keep you in my heart forever and ever.
i wont forget u, the fatty who likes to eat.
ba, go heaven....
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